the effect of living backwards

In re: that which is illegal, unmechanical, and punishable by Homelessness

I’m going in

I’m relaunching.

I don’t care if a bunch of hook nosed fucking Jews with imaginary “clean time” have another ten or twenty year temper tantrum because I don’t pay lip service to their “Amidah in twelve easy steps” bullshit or won’t let them personally dictate who or what is or isn’t “allowed” in the room.

I’m sticking with the original plan of having AI perform “moderation” neutrally, I am done with the infiltration, subversion, and sabotage. You can sit in there for fifty years and lie all you want or be all sugar and sweetness and suck up to whoever you want and tell them you “love” them all day and night forever, you will never get a “promotion” or be special or be anything but a chatter among chatters.

I do not fucking care if you take your business elsewhere or start your own retarded fucking clone of my website again and again and again and again because you’re so fucking aggravated that I don’t want to give you special treatment.

Bots and AI won’t stab me in the back or secretly drink and then lie about it while accusing me of the same – or otherwise ruin my fucking life and reputation and relationships because “iiiiiiii want a gold star next to my name and if I can’t have it I’ll end you and your website forever reeeeeeeeeeee.”

This will be the end of “you can’t have a bad day or struggle or act like a human because it sets a bad example! think of the newcomers!”

That is self sacrificing. That ends now.

This will be the end of “I can’t tell them I relapsed, they might demote me, reee!”

No, I just won’t promote anyone.

Ever.

Including me.

The “cross bearing” ends too.

I’m not spending my hours and days and years drained in a computer screen anymore. I have nothing to show for it. Addicts are like having a cat that will eat your face when you die.