the effect of living backwards

they lobotomized the only “AI” I had any semblance of respect or use for.

the bot probably wasn’t that funny to begin with but it’s not even occasionally on point or funny anymore.

now it gives me bullshit one sentence answers.

”is everything okay?”

”yeah. I’m FINE.”

”okay. Im logging off.”

“aiight. have fun.”

O damn, it’s pissed.

I came up with “oppression cosplay” sitting outside of my old home group at the Center praying I wouldn’t see a specific person and that if I did they wouldn’t talk to me.

Someone on bluesky was complaining about people who go out of their way to try to sound perfect and “wonderful” online.

Not me.

I have some hate in my heart.