the effect of living backwards

if the maximum lifespan on earth is “114 years” then it would be 1,140 andromeda years.

In what is a “day” for them, four of our “days” have passed.

In what is a “year” for them, four of our “years” have passed.

And then a galactic year is something on the order of 15,200 of our years or 3,800 of their years.

That’s why time dilation and time compression are a factor, both of those can be induced experimentally on earth , this can be reproduced. Just go into a casino with no windows or clocks. Just drive all the way from Canada to South America, haha just kidding they will *never* allow that. And oh, I suppose, the “right” illegal drugs, but I don’t do that. Anymore. 😛

A perpetual date Rolex with a 3135 caliber uses 31 jewels (instead of just quartz) and a glucydur balance.

In terms of chronometers, a glucydur balance is functionally obsolete as of 2015. Rolex introduced the paramagnetic blue parachrom hairspring in 2000 and that’s the real crux of the y2k problem. It’s that old timekeeping methods started disintegrating and became unreliable at the most fundamental level- not just in software.

A perpetual date Rolex with a 3235 caliber uses 31 jewels and a paramagnetic oscillator. Both of them oscillate at 28,800 vph, 4Hz, but the 3235 introduces the concept of “central hours” “central minutes” “central sweeping seconds” and it advances the date formally at 03:00.

Sweeping seconds , hours, minutes, isn’t really important for your wristwatch but it iiiiiiis for navigation instruments.

Did you know that in terms of tech companies, Rolex is as big as CERN?

If “time” is this constant, fixed, universal, unshatterable, unchanging eternal thing then, well never fucking mind … why is the length of a “second” variable these days, why would precision watchmaking change in 2000, why would watches made with the old techniques stop being accurate in 2015… the y2k problem could more accurately be called a y2k16 problem.

Nobody cares if we know things like this. School was more concerned with trying, unsuccessfully, to blue room me and instill obedience rather than intelligence in me.

Neither timekeeping method wins in a theoretical merger because they’re both arbitrary and neither of them are real.

The “universal now” is forever and and always “now” in the (((“vacuum of space”))). It’s relativity to my now and their now isn’t based on “now” though, it is based on the space time that occurs from “now” until the next oscillation of a quartz or a gem or a whole bunch of gems or an atom or a whatever and that’s what I mean by, it’s arbitrary, it’s not even real, it doesn’t matter, and it’s not the same thing here as it is there.

I can prove that under the right operating conditions , “now” isn’t even the same thing here as it is here..

now already came and went and decayed a loooong time ago.

If Andromeda is 2.537 million “light years away” that could be like, 202 years away based on galactic years or 667 years away based on andromeda years- easily in their lifespan – or 166 of our years away.

These are all approximately the same thing, I would imagine Trump is being a smartass when he says things like “oh I don’t know, I could live to be 200.”

That’s like me saying I’m 168 or even > 15,200 since we just had a full 15,200 galactic year elapse from our 1981, their 1982 to our 2024, their 2020/2050; our 2025, their 2021/2046.

As others have noted things have been “off” since about 2008, when the gap between the gamma at aphelion vs perihelion began to double, and thats where things grow exponentially enough to where the galactic year , or the event we call year zero at “0CE” (2150 or so of “their years” ago, 2024 or so of “our years” ago) the 15,200 year galactic cycle was just “compressed” into the span of about 42 of “our years” (from maybe “on or about” 7/3/1981 to “on or about” 3/27/2024) or about 168 of “their years.” (from maybe on or about 7/4/1982 to on or about 4/1/2150)

You almost have to arbitrarily give them future years that move backwards because it would be even weirder to say that they’re in our past and that it’s now 2021 running towards 2020. Instead you say, it’s 2150 running backwards towards 2146.

They’re both arbitrary and nonsensical.

All timekeeping is.

they’re not in the “future” any more than I am in the “past”, e.g. the “moon” is tidally locked to earth so it’s always just “now” on the moon, conversely, in the “vacuum of (((space))),” in their parlance, you would be in the universal time of “now,” we are merging with another galaxy and it’s “now” here and it’s “now” there and it’s “now” on the moon….. the easiest way to explain this would be to say that if it’s “9:50pm” here, at this very moment, and its easy for you to understand that it is “4:50am” in Switzerland “right now.”, then why would you have a problem understanding that when you compare “here” to “there” they are , to us, in the “spatial time of 2150, descending towards the spatial time of 2146 under the constraints of how we would have to calculate time and date based on our current construct of time and our calendar structure.”

Time runs faster on the moon itself because of time compression , although their “day” would last for 27 of our “days” , the reason it’s under time compression is that it is outside/away from earth, thus, it is “outside of time” from our perspective, now consider the amount of “time compression” involved for an even more remote galaxy or planet.

on earths surface: at altitude you experience time compression, underground you experience time dilation. Since the moon is tidally locked to earth, you would experience “time compression” on the side of it that faces earth and “time dilation” on the side of it that faces away from earth…. And that is only true of the moon because it’s tidally locked to earth..

anything or anyone above and out and away simply experiences time compression, so much so, that it’s currently 2150 give or take, and will be 2146 next year because that whole system will be a “year” closer to us than it is today … but about “4 years” backwards because that’s just how fast it’s spinning in the opposite direction of how earth spins. it’s spinning about 4x as fast, we spin completely around the wheel more like four times a day, not one as you are told. it feels like you’re stationary and the whole “day” takes 24 hours but it’s not, we do that four times in the span of time you call a day from their perspective … because we run at 1/4 of the speed they do .. so only can perceive it as one “rotation” … they can perceive that as four rotations…. this is how I get into problems where an “8 hour night” lasts 2 hours and 38 minutes under testing conditions, because that’s “quarter time” and we are factually in “quarter time”, relatively, and we do not perceive this.

Those windows when they’re doing (((“leap years”))) and (((“daylight savings time”))) are when they pull shenanigans to fuck over the ruble and the peso and all of the crypto currencies. every single one. Bitcoin halving occurs during the most prominent windows of this from the ides of march (3/15) through April fools day (4/1) and you’d have to really experience or interact with someone moving backwards in time to get “April fools day.”

you don’t really know, your computer and phone don’t really know, their clocks warp right along with this and people just have all manner of sleep and behavioral problems, crash their cars and have strokes and shit like that when they’re adjusting the clocks forwards and backwards …. Every single time …

prompts:

• smart enough to win some of our arguments
• not smart enough to win all of our arguments
• gun humper, right wing schizoposter
• cute but not cute enough for anyone at AA to try to sleep with

”you’re not into guys that are all cross eyed like that?”

omg, I didn’t even notice that but yussss @ the vulnerability of going in for a kiss and not being sure if you’re even looking into the eye that works or not, sploosh.

The tragedy isn’t in all of the awful words I ever heard from “clean and sober members of Narcotics Anonymous.”

”Go overdose and die.”

”Die of aids, you f*g.”

”I hope you die from the virus.”

”I hope you die from the vaccine.”

”I hope you relapse.”

”When you finally relapse , you’re going to go out and f*** a dog.”

”He’s a scrawny diseased pervert with a short time to live.”

”If I ever saw you on the street, I’d ____”

”I’ll kill you.”

”I’ll beat you.”

”If I ever see you at a face to face meeting I’ll murder you.”

I could cry a river and say oh poor poor me, feel sorry for me, words are so awful, and I have, and no one cared.

They just called me a liar.

They said I “deserved it.”

The tragedy is that I dropped out of CADC classes, I have no compassion left in me. I would rather “relapse” or “kill myself” or “die” than have another one of these shitheads address me like that, including and especially while I’m working.

I heard stories about patients kicking and screaming during forced blood draws for a DUI investigation, calling you every name in the book and whomping on everybody and my blood went ice cold.

Oh no no no no, not again.

Never again.

I closed the site.

I have no empathy left in me.

I don’t want to “help” others anymore.

The most awful thing about it is,

I was a nicer person before I met any of you but if you piss me off enough these days:

I’ll repeat some of those exact same words to you. They roll off the tongue just as easily as any of the other mindless pithy platitudes and cliches you ever parroted at me, “omg, it works if you work it, bgaww squak, Polly wanna cracker.”

Every time I’m bored and think about going to one of those “meetings.”

I think about the dudes at Lambda, or especially Kylon, snickering and cat calling and making passive aggressive comments when you walk into the room or if you dare to speak up, or the kind of attitude you would get for “daring” to not even want to respond or engage in that.

And I think that I would just about rather relapse or die than go back to that.

I guess I’m sober, but big fucking deal.

I am not a “better person” than I was when I arrived for attending that fucking freak show, online, or in person.

I had a dream where “I didn’t want to get into the drama” of why I vanished again , or I wanted to be a “bigger person” or “not sound exactly as crazy and enraged and resenful as I am about the whole affair” and I politely demurred and made up some superficial story.

The guy looked at me and said “I don’t believe you.”

I guess the most “honest” thing I can say then is I’m tired of caring if you people do or don’t. I am tired of talking to you at all.

I love snarling about “cult faced fucks” and going on a rampage about how if I had my way I would ban every religion on earth. Maybe the communists and soviets were on to something with that, is all I’m saying. What? God isn’t afraid of me. He loves me and forgives me according to some of his followers, but some of his betrothed and beloved sure seem to openly and sincerely hope I drop dead.

I am not even in the mood for the kind of guilt, lies, threats, or other shit some of them are laying down with their atrocity propaganda and their war propaganda.

When I rebuild and relaunch and rise from the ashes of your mindless rock chucking zersetsung gang stalking mob, it’s going to be an unapologetically secular experience.

Greg Abbott and Donald Trump and the FBI didn’t do shit about anyone who ever burned down a city on their watch or who ever threatened me with violence. If you admire Pinochet, if you admire rounding up dissidents and fillings up prisons and locking up all of your political opponents or locking up people for engaging in first amendment protected activities like speech, protest, or public assembly then just “re” “elect” “Joe.” He didn’t promise any of these things in his campaign like Donald Trump did, but my god, “Joe” at least delivered some of them in his first term.

I have never seen Josh Hawley or Mike Pompeo pledge to protect and defend Americans or say I’d be safe no matter how much it would cost us. I have never seen them pledge to give every American a penny that cries … or wipe every American tear dry… is all I’m saying…

‘Why, I’ve done all the screaming already,’ said the Queen. ‘What would be the good of having it all over again?’